Things that hurt me beyond words:
1) When people whom I love do things that might greatly displease Allah SWT and I can’t stop them
2) When my mother shows annoyance at my learning Arabic or wearing Abayas
3) When I watch my friends wasting their life on boys, music etc and I can’t do anything about it
4) When I myself waste my time doing nothing and feel all hopeless about this life and the next because I know I’m being a terrible Muslim
And then I spend the rest of the day/week feeling depressed and doing nothing because I’m just like any other teenager at the end of the day. *Sigh*
May Allah guide us all.